Pools of millions slipping through this desecrated mind. My heart is pounding out the fluids that make my design. Of a body shaped womanly and a soul that's glowing weightlessly. With all the fights and bruises that I wear so fearlessly ( Read more... )

I've given up on my ex who was cheating on me, took money from me, and didn't really love me at all. I'm a new person now. I'm happier than I've been in years and I'm doing so much exciting things with my life I don't know where to begin ( Read more... )

We broke up last night ( Read more... )

I get so jealous! I can't even work! How can they ask, why I feel so angry? Do you see my problem? If I never explain it. Then there's you. Asking me how long. Say something. It's taking me so long ( Read more... )

I went to the emergency room on sunday, I had a ruptured cyst which was more painful that serious. They gave me meds for it and told me to rest so I spent all of monday at home watching movies and sex and the city ( Read more... )

My moving day is in 8 days! Woot! I haven't written in a little while because I've been so busy between two jobs and figuring out my life. It is a little scary moving out for the first time, but it's also very liberating. You're almost glad there's no safety net, I just want to spread my arms and say "let me fall ( Read more... )

I'm playing Sims 2 and I'm at the end where I've got to smash the evil robot Alfred. Only problem is, even in my rat suit I can't quite get him. I'm gonna have to do something drastic. I have cheat codes for the game that I got from EA games website, but I want to figure this out on my own. I only used the cheat list for one thing anyway ( Read more... )

Does anyone have any remedies to blinding cramps? So painful it feels like you're giving birth but to no avail? So bad you can't sit, stand, lie down, walk, sleep, eat, laugh, cough, etc. I was in the back of a car just wailing in pain. I got some gatoraide and ibuprofen to ease the pain but it hasn't gone away completely. Last night it woke me up ( Read more... )

WARNING: this entry is rated NC17 ( Read more... )

I had such a strange weekend. Parts of it were great, others were terrible, and for the most part, I was ok. SG came over to my dad's house for the weekend, good old Altadena California. A beautiful suburb of Pasadena. Things seemed to be fine on Friday, except for the small argument I had with SG, a pointless one I might add. But we quickly made ( Read more... )