Tonight was PHENOMENAL. I love these people so much. Vanessa, Sarah, Amanda, and I all went out to dinner tonight, where apparently, the waiter was "blatantly checking me out" and flirting with me. So after letting myself be embarrassed by letting them believe it was my birthday, I also let Sarah put my number on the check...but she wrote it out ( Read more... )

I have no idea what happened. When did you become so important to me again? I miss you when I'm home, and I wonder when I get to see you again. Part of me just wants to know how this happened ( Read more... )

So I'm not sleeping today. Its 3:30 in the morning, and I am so focused. There is too much on my mind to allow me to sleep yet, and I have a 9am class. So the obvious solution is to not sleep and instead do the homework for the class and then crash after the aforementioned class. But I do have to haul my ass home around like 1ish...we'll see how ( Read more... )

First off, let me say I love Jessie L Martin. If I could find him and marry him, I would...even if he was a bad kisser ( Read more... )

So my lungs are majoryly kicking my ass. I woke up this morning and I felt like I halungs are majoryly kicking my ass. I woke up this morning and I felt like I had some metal spikes or something shoved into my chestlungs are majoryly kicking my ass. I woke up this morning and I felt like I had some metal spikes or something shoved into my chest. ( Read more... )

EMOTION SURVEY ( Read more... )

So last night when I went to hang out with Akil I wasn't sure what exactly was going to happen. I've been talk to believe that guys always have ulterior motives (thanks John/DJ). And I hoped that nothing would happen because of reasons that I'd rather not explain. But honestly, I think I really needed last night ( Read more... )

I'm advice girl...the one everyone talks to. Sometimes I don't want to be that way anymore and I just want to be able to be cold....but I can't. It would be denying who I am. And everytime I see someone going through something there I am to be a support system. Sometimes I wonder how I could completely change, but then I realize that I wouldn't ( Read more... )

...and he was the only one who ever gave me butterflies...

I had such an amazing weekend last weekend. Lauren and MK came to visit, and we ate at PF Chang's with Amanda...who has totally become one of my most favorite people ever. We had a lot of fun wasting time at Borders and then at the mall the next day...but one of my highlights was probably teaching Lauren to Parallel park at 4:30 in the MORNING. Fun ( Read more... )