Wow is my life ever great right now. I have a great job, great new friends, fantastic old friends and I am even entertaining a couple of guys !!! ME, LITTLE OL' ME, HAS FINALLY FOUND SOME HAPPINESS IN LIFE ( Read more... )

So I haven't written for a while but that is because I have gone through some devastation. I have this condition and sometimes it really interferes with my life. I have lost many a friend because of it...but I figure if you can't accept me for who I am....good and bad...then Fuck You anyway, nobody is without fault....I can deal with that but this ( Read more... )

So, here I am once again....I have just moved, again....but this time I am happy, happy, happy. I have this great new place....all my own, no lunatics to share with.....my cats, well, let's just say that I have not seen them this happy in a long time. Things are slowly getting back to normal. When I come home at night...there they are at my feet ( Read more... )

Really I do. It's a New Year, for crap that is......I am in such a bad mood, I don't even know what to do with myself. In fact I am scaring myself. I feel so used and hurt and betrayed and crushed and I hate life right now.........
Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
Going to the garden to eat worms......yum yum

So I am just sitting here at home taking a little time to myself to reflect on some of the things that have gone on in my life this past year which of course always leads me down the road of reflecting about my whole life....how it's all connected, ya' know....like you wonder why something that happened to you a month ago REALLY bothered you, ' ( Read more... )

So just when I thought things in my life were finally going to get better...the rug is pulled out from under me again. I have lived in my new house with my "friends" for about a month now. Well I got a letter this morning from one of my roommates telling me that if I want to stay I have to pay half the rent and half the utilities and the other two ( Read more... )

OK, so yeah I am new to all of this on-line computer stuff but even I know that I am not supposed to get disconnected from my server constantly. I understand that there will be the occasional problem.....and I can deal with that, but getting disconnected 7 times in 45 minutes, I don't think so ! And, after only 8 or 9 phone calls to Bell, we have ( Read more... )

So here I am, a new journal user. I have also just started a new job, moved into a new home, with new people. I am a new member of the single community, and REALLY new to the internet, so bear with me. Keeping in touch with my thoughts and emotions....new! I have this really wonderful friend who was kind enough to get me an invitation to this web ( Read more... )