I have my girlfriend here. It makes me happy. And it also makes me happy that my mommy didn't go psycho when she came over, either. My sister's here from New York. She's grown up so much, and now SHE'S giving me therapy. It's kinda funny. But anyway, I love my girlfriend.

Ugly. Obese. Stupid. Not good enough. Asshole. Failure. Slut. Dumb bitch. Cause of my father's death.

These are all the things that my mother has said to me today...

Why have I not killed myself yet?

My mother decided to tell me I'm fucked up in the ER... great. I shouldn't be believing her, but for some reason I do.

Leah, Jessica, and Sequoia, It was really good to see you today. I miss you guys a lot. Call me sometime... PLEASE!

Anyway, I've decided that I'm a really fucked up kid, and I carry too many issues... I fucking hate diabetes.

I went into ketoacidosis tonight, and almost went into a coma.

You've always got something to bitch about... I'll admit it, I'm perfectly imperfect. Tell me one more time that I'm fucked up ( Read more... )

NOOO! I love people. :-(. I just hate people sometimes. I like... am bad with my anti-socialism. Le cry. Je suis tres depressed.

I hate you all. I hate everyone... especially my parents. Grr.

I have a new e-mail, if any of you care to talk to me or something... I haven't talked to anyone in a long ass time.Kinda... don't have friends.

joyeux_juif@yahoo.com

The stupid mother claims to be doing "business", but fucked the fat man again. >:-( ANGER!!! I FUCKING HATE HIM!!!! *stabs him with fork*

I'm coming home tomorrow.