wow.....all i can say is that people hate themselves so much that they consider suicide. suicide is not an option in life.you kill yourself,your gone.people dont know how good they have it in life until they experience the shit people go through every day.i mean i have friends that have such loving families and they dont even know it.....until ( Read more... )

tomarrow will suck....i have to dress up for band....who dresses up for band...we do i guess. hmmm... i dont like dressing up... it isnt fun.....but look at it this way...im getting out of weight training tomarrow because i "cant afford to get swetty".im sooooo soar. that is what makes tomarrow so sweet.well anyways goodbye people.

hola,konichiwa,aloha,hello,hey,wusup....and so on. i havent written in this journal in quite a while....but i have somethin on my mind i wanna write about.I want to move to New Orleans,louisiana when i complete school.why??? because the people and the city.I love playing music and it's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I think if I was ( Read more... )

well well well...... doesnt everyone just love that person(s) that comment to u anonymously and say sumthing mean??? its just the best thing in the world!!!! i wish people did that to me!!! u know why??? because i would rather u people call me a fat piece of shit or sumthing then have u comment in my friend's journals!! well to all u people that ( Read more... )

its 7 oclock in the friggin morning and i cant sleep!!!!!!! YAY!!!! its been a great day even though its only been going on for 30 mins for me...lol. well why is it a great day???? SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW DAY SNOW ( Read more... )

oi veh. wut a day. i went to sleep and 2:30 in the morn today and then woke up at like 8:50 to watch PB2X(paintball 2 extremes). u kno wut sucks is that it wasnt on!!! i got like 6 hours of sleep total and it wasnt on. it really got me frustrated. i was extremely bored today more then any other. i called betsy and she said she would call back but ( Read more... )

hey people!! i dont get to go to that hyperball paintball game tomarrow but its ok. i am hoping to go play paintball with my friend dan on thursday at killer paintball.lots of fun eh?? yea..................................my cats are funny.one of them is now obsessed with my room. she wont leave. she even stayed there when i was playing video games ( Read more... )

oi veh. my day was quite fun actually.i woke up at like noonish and about an hour later i went to the credit union with my dad. we cashed sum stuff and then i asked him to take me to KPB( a local paintball store) and i bought a mask!!! i didnt own one before but i do now!!its top of the line also....... a Vforce Profiler baby. thank god this thing ( Read more... )

uhhhhhhhh.... does this thing work???? im retarded so i really dont know wut to say people!!!ummmm yea i have never written in a journal but here goes ( Read more... )

uhhhhhhhh.... does this thing work???? im retarded so i really dont know wut to say people!!!ummmm yea i have never written in a journal but here goes ( Read more... )