I really miss you. Late nights in your truck. Laughter. Serious talks. Smiles. Lost touches. Awkward moments. Passion. It's all the way of young ones isn't it? When you get older you forget those things exist. Or maybe you just can't let go like you once could. Responsibility hardens you to those soft squishy moments of real feelings and tears that ( Read more... )

Friends are a funny thing. Sometimes you meet someone and you know instantly that you'll be friends... sometimes you meet someone and you want to get to know them better.. and sometimes you meet someone and you want to stab them in the neck. I have met my fair share of all of those types of people... but sometimes first impressions aren't ( Read more... )

I'm still trying to get used to this whole "married" thing. We're going to church tomorrow with some friends.. should be fun. I'm in a funk and I don't know how to get out of it.. I'm also SO bored and need a job to keep me occupied.

I miss my baby.

<3

It's been two hundred and thirty four days, six hours and twenty four minutes since I last posted in my live journal. That's an eternity in the life if someone as lax and unidirectional as I am ( Read more... )

from Heroes totally creeps me out.

We started watching (re-watching for me) the first season tonight at Dane's and when I left I made him watch me walk to my car. haha.

Second interview with Sears tomorrow. I'll be working at the Mall for Christmas. Dear LORD what am I getting myself into.

~outtie <3

It's finally caught up with me.

I'm depressed.

le sigh.

I'm getting rid of soooo much stuff. and realizing that I have copious amounts of other things ( Read more... )

So I did Rockstar (Live Band) Karaoke last night at the Slidebar. Which is totally not a place I usually hang out, but that's not the point. The point is it was such a rush and now I know why people love singing in bands and stuff. It's so crazy to have a real band backing you and people going all crazy and dancing and singing along... and then ( Read more... )

yeah. I hate him.

I'm over it. for sure.

I hate myself more.

~Outtie <3

So I get my horoscope in a text to my phone every morning at 9am. I'm usually awake by then and if I'm not it's a good wake up call.. anyway. I take them a little too seriously, but so far they've had scary similarities to the day I've had ( Read more... )