I really do dread the holidays cuz we have to see our family and have family time together. I thought that no one at my work was going to get me anything and i found a $75 to abercombie and fitch. Even tho i dont shop there i was very happy. so now i can shop there. Who knows what i will find.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow will be the two year anniverz. of my rape. I wish this can just go away, i dont want to deal with this at all. I dont know how i feel anymore. There is this new guy in my life and i know he likes me but i just couldnt deal with having him see me as such a wreak that i am. Show my raw emotion, my pain, trying to deal with this obsticle in ( Read more... )

I hate the holidays. Too much happiness for me. Thank god i am going to be passed out for at least a day of this time of year. I can enjoy being free and just make money at work. It feels so great. I just found out that in the new building there is going to be a slide ( Read more... )

I am getting wisdom teeth taken out soon. Yay, i guess.

My mom noticed it and we had a long talk so now she doesnt really care. My dad on the other hand hasnt and if he has then he hasnt said anything at all. so i have to tell him by friday cuz my mom doesnt want him to shrik during my iep on friday ( Read more... )

I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw my parents today and they didnt even noticed and if they did they didnt see it. i guess they are going to have a big surprise tomorrow morning or when they do notice.

Also, I spent like the whole day with John and what i thought is true. He wants to get back together with me. God damn it why now

I hate to see u in anger and pain ( Read more... )

so much shit is going on. i have no money for gifts and i am still single, sometimes i just hate it. i went to the auto show last friday with mike and he had a lot of fun. I have been sleeping all thru the days lately. I slept about five times yesterday. it was really funny. well anyways i am going to go back because my comp at home is broken and i ( Read more... )

I have figured out what i need to do and i am going to persue it. I am happy with at least one thing with my life. My company found a new building down where excite at home was so we are now going to move there at the end of the year. This gives me a chance to get my ass out of there so i am going to start finding a new job. I just cant stand being ( Read more... )

my life is so busy i can hardly thing for myself. I am trying to get out of work early today cuz i have shit i have to do before my dads bday. tomorrow is busy too. i just want to crawl in a hole