I just got back from going to rite aid and then seeing david. I was there for like a minute and then his dad got there. IT was nice talking with him. David was so blessed to have the family that he does or did. In time things will heal, but we are left with the question: How much time will it take?

Lately my mind is flooded with sorrow and grief. I havent stopped listening to evanescence. well its more like there song " my immortal." I have been crying myself to sleep everynight just thinking of david. The 6th was his 21st bday . We made so many plans together yet we can not live them. I cant get this out of my mind. Its like he just died. I ( Read more... )

I feel like shit ( Read more... )

I hope everyone is happy now, its over! Steve called it all off. We are no longer together.

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Everything is going hella crazy lately at work. My company just changed their name to Claria so i am just like omg ( Read more... )

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Today i realized what i should be doing. this world that i am consumed in is all of parental adivsery and is distorying my independence that i seek so much. I need to do what i havent been doing.I need to be rescued from this world. Oh when will he become the man i know he can be, when will he take me away from this world that i dread so much but ( Read more... )

I am soo happy, steve and i went to the spca and found another bunny. Her name is halley and she is a brown drawf at 3 months old. She is soo cute i love holding her. she is scared of everyone cuz we are soo much bigger than her. Oh, steve and i went to starbucks on the ave and say Holly and i met her cuzin who owned peter before i did and it turns ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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today is just a crappy day, i am fat that is all