You just have to cry a little

I cannot believe my mom just told me that my birthday wasnt important.
Like... wow.

Seriously, she needs to stop being a negative nancy.

Life goes on.

If one mans sinking, dont bring the whole damn crew with you.

Wow.... just .... wow

That the world should revolve around me.

Simple as that.

And no, im not too much of a hard ass.
I DO let people in.

No I dont.
I lied.

I love everything.
I love life, I love family, I love friends.

On this day, my uncle hector passed away.

He may have passed on, but trust me, he'll never be forgotten.

God,

Please give me the strenght  to move on, and go on with a normal life. Let me be able to handle death and what ever you may throw at me.

People frustrate me!
I swear, it's gay.

What's the point of a best friend if you cant tell them everything?
Well, if you can, but they don't tell you jack shit in return.

damn.

No one ever had much nice to say ( Read more... )

So lately I've been dealing with a lot of internal problems.

Not like "Oh I hate myself!" but more like my feelings t'words other people.

This bulletin is really meant for someone certain but I shall give no names.

So I drove by his house today listening to our song.

Normally I can't listen to that song without crying or screaming.

The feeling of hate ( Read more... )

So I'm here writing this in my bed on my cell becuse I felt like I had to write.

You know that feeling you get when you think of someone and your heart starts racing? yeah I have it. I think of him and my cheecks go red while my little heart beats a million miles per hour. what is this? haha I loveeeee it!

It's been a complete week since I've updated!
blahhh!!

:[

Im sick
terribly sick.
I'll update when I feel better
:'[

I dont want to go on
Living in this world
Without you.

Haha, wow, I need to stop listening to Eminem :p
So today was alright.
I woke up at uhm, 7? and I got to school and played my trumpet!
It was the first time in forever!
I miss my trumpeta!

Well, today during lunch it totally hit me when Jacki and I are best friends.
We're so damn alike, yet different at ( Read more... )