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I wrote this today.. i think its actually pretty good considering....
I promised you this ( Read more... ) -
I hate my stupid life
I know its been forever I dont care. Ive decided that its not much of a life to be sick all the time. And since my parents have given up in trying to help me, and I dont have the money to help myself that I just done. Im sick. Im going to work sick and Im living my life sick until I die... I wish i could. I wish it wouldnt hurt my life. I love her ( Read more... ) -
Wowow... Soooo... umm...
Ya... Alot of time has passed and alot of things have changed in my life such as.... Elli and I are gettin married. She proposed to me one day layin in the bed. She had actually done it a few other times but that was the real one. It was so sweet. She just basically told me that she loved me... she was startin to fall in love with me and that she ( Read more... ) -
because Im drunk
Ive been thinkin alot and you know what.. i really dont get it but there was a point these past few days when I looked at you and knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. Then once again you pulled away from me and shut me out and now.. i dont know how to feel. I wish that this wasnt complicated and I really dont know why it is.. you ( Read more... ) -
Im tired...
So, I have spent the past couple of days in complete bliss. The night that I was pissed she invited me over and it was weird or whatever and then I had the dreams and we talked it out and everything was.. I dont know really. It was weird for a little while but then it just kind of mellowed out things were... AMAZING. and I do mean that ( Read more... ) -
What am I doing
Okay so... Liz asked me to come over last night and everything was way weird. I dont even know why I came over here to be honest and then we went to bed and I had a terribly scary dream that kept me up most the night and then she started snoring so I told her to roll over and I guess out of habit she grabbed me I dont know but anyway I had another ( Read more... ) -
what do I do now
I dont know what to do... say.. feel.. or think.... -
I dont get it... I really dont.
I called you and I wanted to talk to you but you were to stoned to even comprehend what I was about to say let alone I would kill your buzz and not get the answers I wanted so i decided to let you go ( Read more... ) -
Mixed Emotions
Okay so first off.. I got a job.. at Saks 5th Ave makin 8.50 an hour for part time cashier work. YAYAY Im so happy ( Read more... )