its really sad when someone you trusted and cared some much for and thought to be one of your best friends ever...decides that they are too good to be friends with you now.

thats what pot and alcohol do to a person i guess.

i guess being friends sine tenth grade means nothing.

wow. talk about being a hypocrite. 

i jinxed my self...again!

im cursed.

when will i ever stop being so stupid about boys...

welcome back rejection....oh boy how i missed u...NOT!

so..dinner and movie with Martin, his best friend scott and scotts girlfriend stefany.

im excited.

maybe he'll ask me to be his girlfriend tonight?

crosses fingers...

if not i wont be disapointed tho..ill jus know the moment wasnt right.

i respect that.

wish me luck.

<333

Kelly

today i spent the day wit my mom ( Read more... )

-watching scarface for the 1st time
-cute boy spoiling the good parts..but super cute while doing it.
-laying next to a cute boy on ur bed
-ur faces being less than a foot apart

yea i pretty much like martin alot.

end of story.

<33

so last night was pretty much amazing ( Read more... )

this past week has been the best of my life..

florida and my best friend.....how can it get any better.

and tomorrow it will all be gone.

it makes me so sad to see her go....i didnt realise how much i fucking miss her...

this past year....wow have i changed.

i feel wayy more confident in myself and wayy better with myself. i lost weight, lost the ( Read more... )

so yea...for those of you who didnt know....i am in NY.  staying with my gramma til Oct 3rd. so that means if u wanna see me...get ur ass in gear and call me!! lol

so anyways...its been fun so far, hanging out with my manda moo....we went driving! lol it was fun. ive been sick the whole time...but whatevv.

seeing ally-kins...going down to the lake ( Read more... )

Wow....

My freaking 18th birthday is tomorrow...nd i could really not even care....

i doubt anyone is even gonna remember it...

so i guess i can jus forget about my 18th milestone birthday being remembered.

i hate having like no friends here that actually care about me....

sometimes i feel really alone...nd literally all i have is my boyfriend. w ( Read more... )

theres something thats holding me back from moving forward in my life ...

something deep inside me...and i am having the hardest time figureing out what it is...i have an idea...but i dont want to admit it to myself....because i know bringing it up will just hurt me all over again....

He really hurt me...and how ever much i hate him and want to ( Read more... )