Wow. It's been ... a long time. Almost two years? I need some place to vent, and I don't have access to my iWeb off of Kevin's computer anymore.

Let's see ... I've graduated, I've found a job, I've become single-ish, I don't really do music anymore, and I waste my time at home. Wow, I've come so far.

I'll start at the beginning.

December 2008: Finally ( Read more... )

So, apparently I had a saved entry. Well, so said Livejournal. So I loaded it ... and nothing came up. I apparently had saved ... nothing. It's been 4 months since my last post.

I feel ... lost. I wander around trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life. And now, this problem with my wrist. Do I go get it checked and risk not being able to ( Read more... )

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 5 people to be tagged, listing their lj. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your post. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me let me know when you've posted your post, so I ( Read more... )

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What just happened to my life?

Rules:
- Put your playlist on random.
- Post the first line from the first 25 songs
- Delete the song when guessed and write who got it
- Don't use google to search for lyrics, that's cheating

1. So we drive as fast as we can go through the black ice and all snow

2. If you want my lovin, if you really do

3. If I said I loved you, all my life I ( Read more... )

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming ( Read more... )

I used to be such an eloquent writer. If I wanted it said, I could write it any way that I wanted to. But now, I don't know what has happened. Every thought that I have, every single thing that goes through my mind, I can't find the right words to say them ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know what to think of this world anymore. The violence, the hatred, the threats. In the past six weeks, Mashpee High School has had five bomb threats. Cape Cod Regional Tech in Harwich was sent home today because of a threat. Shootings in Illinois, five shootings in the past week. I shouldn't be afraid to hear any sounds outside. I ( Read more... )

1. If you were a dragon, what would your name be ( Read more... )