i got my first speeding ticket in august, which is amazing because i find it entertaining to drive like a mad woman on a mission. anywho...i was really broke at the time, so i decided to talk it over with the judge instead of paying it. this went well, or so i thought. he told me that i would have until december 14th to pay it, set up a payment ( Read more... )

last friday right before i left work at 5pm, my boss told me to expect my "Christmas Bonus" in my box on Monday morning....so i got here like i do every mon. - fri. at 8am this morning eventhough, i won't see a soul til about 9:30 or so...& to what should my wondering eyes appear? a $20 bill inside a cheap card...let me explain my anger about this ( Read more... )

so there i was...standing inside the front door of alfredo's mexican cafe waiting for some guy named victor, one of the three managers...after about 20 min. we met & went into the office in the back for my interview. since the other two managers couldn't be there, i had to write down my answers to all 32 questions...that's a lot better than being ( Read more... )

Good News = I finally moved back to Weatherford so I don't have to drive 30 ( Read more... )

Today was day one of no smoking for anna....gotta patch....it's going well except that I'm really awake and can't go to sleep....I hope I can quit for good this time...last time I quit for about 5 days and then started lightin' up again....I hope, I hope I can do it...this thing isn't very discrete though...it says ( Read more... )

I'm soooo glad that I have a new job that's 8-5 monday-friday....what a relief from working 10 days straight till 11 @ night at a truck stop....that place is a piece-o-work....but besides that, I dunno if anybody else has heard about the psycho truck driver murderer that has been leaving his victims (all females) at truck-stops all over oklahoma ( Read more... )

I didn't have to work today so I slept till 4...about 12 hours...score!!! I thought that was a good way to start my day...ya know...about 1/2 way through it...and then I was proved wrong...my roommate Kendall and I went shopping at some local thrift stores and then we went to walmart...we parked right in front of the store after someone pulled out ( Read more... )

"Not even one's own pain weighs so heavy as the pain one feels with someone, for someone, a pain intensified by the imagination and prolonged by a hundred echoes."

~Milan Kundera~

it's funny how a few years and a lot of bad decisions can change a girl...i honestly don't even know how it began...i have nothing to show for the time that has passed...nothing...i guess after hitting the bottom things have to improve and they have...but in the end, regret is the only reward for my efforts...that and a temporary medicated smile ( Read more... )

seasons pass but feelings never fade
unless you make them die
and the weight of your regret
can be seen with any untrained eye
so you paste the pieces together in an apology
so belated and crumbling
screaming every word with hope
but only time will tell