It's rare that I have a dream that continues even after I wake up. Actually, scratch that, I've never continued a dream after waking up. It always changes. That's what makes this particularly interesting to me ( Read more... )

Lately I havent heard anything from Logan. Last time I saw him was a week ago, and once, briefly, in the halls between classes ( Read more... )

I guess it's all over ( Read more... )

It seems the days go in wave sets. I get one great day, then an ok day, then a bad day, and a terrible one, then an ok day, then a great day... and the cycle repeats ( Read more... )

Yesterday went a lot better than I expected. I picked up Logan in the morning and got him to school. After class I found him waiting on me. We hung out for a little while, then he went back to class. Me and Alyssa and John were at Tony's for a little while before Logan and Charlie showed up. Tony and them werent home, but the door was unlocked. ( Read more... )

Today was better than yesterday, by far. Tony, Noodles, and Stephen got into town last night about the time that I went home ( Read more... )

I think I've lost everything I cared about. All of it. I've never been a good loner. I'm a pack animal. I need to be surrounded by people. Especially ones that show they care about me back. Because I feel like no one does. I'm always afraid of being the person everyone talks bad about behind my back. Like I'm annoying and they really hate me being ( Read more... )

Today was on and off ok ( Read more... )

Omg. I just cant stop thinking about him! It's riddiculous ( Read more... )

I feel as if when I dont expect it, he acts like he likes me. And when I start trying, or showing that I like him too, he stops. So I let myself go numb again and get over him. And then when I least expect it, it happens again. It's like toying with me. I've been all nervous and anxious since school started now. Because of him. Because thinking ( Read more... )