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blind money
Everything I've ever written on here sounds somehow juvenile, which is fine, but also strange, because in other contexts my writing doesn't sound so off-base//inane//strange. But also, looking over old writing is painful. -
I miss LJ
I'm obsessed with tumblr but I definitely still check in here. I miss the ease and utility of LJ ( Read more... ) -
26 Things of Note
26 Things of Note ( Read more... ) -
depression blogging
sometimes the only thing that keeps me from feeling really shallow and pathetic and materialistic is how jaggedly and openly depressed I am
and that’s SUPER fucked up
for SO MANY reasons -
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Sometimes I’m impressed by my own stones or whatever ( Read more... ) -
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I told my therapist I tend to (accidentally) fall for people who are distant, apathetic, cold, withholding, etc, because the only real relationship that’s been modeled for me is that of my parents ( Read more... ) -
VOL 1
Things I should probably figure out how to say to my dad, vol 1 ( Read more... ) -
fuck
REASONS I CRIED FOR LIKE AN HOUR THIS EVENING ( Read more... ) -
god oh god oh god
Honestly? Honestly, I thought about killing myself during high school and college, thought about dying for more than three damn years. I thought about it for a lot of reasons: depression, anxiety, sexual orientation, family shit, school pressure, social bullshit, interpersonal randomness, body hatred, self-perfectionism, failed expectations, ( Read more... ) -
hell fucking no
My brother’s a sophomore in high school. One of the seniors in his school went missing over the weekend, and today we found out he committed suicide. I texted my brother for a bit today and spoke with him on the phone last night ( Read more... )