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Sorry about all the swears in my last entry. I wasn't really in a festive mood. I'm trying to keep caring but its hard to when even when you try explaining yourself they just ignore you it dosen't make much since to me cause i've heard almost every girl i know say that guys are all sexist pigs which is retarded. Do they even realize how much of an ( Read more... ) -
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fuck everybody. Your all self involed. Oh fuck me so am i. Not as much though i think. Well it dosen't matter anyways cause i hate you all. Lets see how cool we can make each other look at the expense of otheres. Yeah your all real fucking cool us teens always complain about how shity it is to grow up in a cut throat world. YOU ARE THE CUT THROAT ( Read more... ) -
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when then rain came falling down mr. smiley turned to mr.frown as the weeks and weeks and weeks went bye mr. frown began to cry but then from up over the hill a beautful girl caught his eye so mr.frown stood still as can be for mr.frown was blinded and could not see who is there asked mr.frown and the beautiful girl came walking down mr.frown fell ( Read more... ) -
average teen questions
why is it so hard to protect people these days why can't things get better for a little bit why can't i be happy why can't i find love why can't love find me why can't people just leave other people alone why can't this war just end why can't the killing stop why can't i find what i'm looking for why can't some one find me why dosen't the shit stop ( Read more... ) -
Whats really going on inside
i feel the most guilty i've ever felt before i feel like i deserted kaila when she needed it most i'm suppose to be there for her and i wasn't i feel more guilty then words can explain if i had only tried harder or stayed home or somthing i feel like i failed her as a freind i don't know how yo explain it i just feel i should have protected her ( Read more... ) -
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it was really nice to have stephanie comment on my journal it put me in a better mood as soon as i read it i guess it's cause i really don't talk to her that much I'm feelin a lot better it's nice to know that you really do have people that care about you it makes all the B.S. a little easier to get through if you got people going through it with ( Read more... ) -
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this is how my night is going to go packing someone up and driving down to conneticut unpacking her coming back to aburn at like four in the mourning then at seven in the mourning going to someone elses house to help them pack ( Read more... ) -
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holy shit its gettin old not sleeping i think i'm imune to nyquil now. maybe i need to have a sleep study done according to my brother i sleep walk and drink mustard -
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sitting here at home with nothing to do oh yeah me and randy grossed out some girl at dennyes she kept looking in our booth so i had randy pop a zit on my face when she looked at us again
her reaction whent something like this
OH MY GOD THAT IS THE MOST DISGUSTING THING
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can you feel the love tonight cause i sure can't