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So, my plans have been shot down...
I got wait-listed for The Seagle Music Colony, and while I understand that I'm not the absolute best singer, I'm still really depressed. So yeah, I'm auditioning for a German lieder program this summer and if I get rejected from that as well, I'll just give up on life. -
I'm going to explode.
I'm really worried about myself. I'm realized that I simply can not cope well with stress. I finally sent in all of my crap to the Seagle Music Colony. I thought I sent everything correctly yesterday, but I got an email back stating that my two recordings were incorrectly formatted, so Nadia and I reformatted them today. The deadline for everything ( Read more... ) -
I speak rather fast.
And I've finally realized why. I'm afraid that whatever I have to say is so insignifigant, that whomever I'm conversing with will simply cut me off before my thought is finished. So yeah, that's something I'd like to work on..... -
I've hit a plateau....
I'm not unhappy, but I can't say that I'm terribly happy. I've been singing okay, I'm not that broke, I haven't gained any weight (nor have I lost any), my family is still unbearable, and I'm still work at a shitty job (but we're all being laid off soon). So yes, life is just fair; not excellent, not poor, simply fair ( Read more... ) -
So, my depression was short lived, I suppose (for now).
Yesterday, was exactly what I needed. I woke up, went to school had a non-fat latte, practiced, conversed, had tea, and then I sang in class. Usually, when I sing in class, I sound tore up, but yesterday, for the first time, I actually felt really good about my singing. Granted, I still feel really awkward physically, but I'm slowly making progress ( Read more... ) -
Two more years of this?
While I would love to post a delightful entry about happiness and other things, I'm afraid this entry shall be a bit emo ( Read more... ) -
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Currently, Im in subway, drinking the most God-awful coffee. I only purchased it to assauge my hunger, and that it did. Now I don't feel like eating, I just feel like vomiting. Im waiting for my Dmv appt. that starts at 10:45. I've realized tha it's absolutelyimpossible to live in Miami without transportation. On ( Read more... ) -
My Return...
The minute the Jetblue airplane took off from the JFK airport, I started to cry. I looked like a little bitch. You know, as much as I complain about my family, I truly love them all. I had an awesome time in NYC, which is quite odd. Usually, when my whole family is together, we end up arguing about absolutely mundane things, but suprisingly, we ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye Nightlife.
So, I've finally concluded that I hate clubs. I just absolutely detest them. Last night, for the last time, I went to Coliseum and honestly, if I never go again, I'll be content ( Read more... ) -
Ugh Juries.
Boo French!
On a lighter note, I leave for New York in less than two weeks and I have, like, no clothing. Harumph.