why is everyone i love getting hurt? why are the people so close to me going through hell? relationships, bad habbits, friends leaving, friends fighting. why is this shit happening to everyone? and why cant people realize that their life doesnt suck and they dont have to be depressed and they dont have to do bad things to make themselves better ( Read more... )

well ive now learned a lesson. never tell anything you dont want getting all over. even though someones your friend, and you think theyre close, they can still turn and be little blabbermouths and "let slip" your little secret. this is why i never used to trust people. i just stayed trapped inside myself. this is something that if it spreads ( Read more... )

i suck at life...or do i? i dunno i just feel like a do. i dont suck at life really, i just suck at some things IN life. like drumming. sure i can kick ass at bass drum but thats it. woo hoo ill be stuck on bass for the rest of my fucking life. i try and try and try and dont get any better at snare. i practice how ive been told. ive played ( Read more... )

woo hoo im leaving for band camp tmrw. packing...yay...not. band camp should be fun. lots of work, but fun all the same. my last trip of this totally awesome summer. school is coming up soon but ill kick that in the ass when i come to it. im gonna enjoy the rest of my summer!! its already been awesome. for all you in marching band...see ya at ( Read more... )

i cry as i remember ( Read more... )

A guy and a girl are on a motorcycle ( Read more... )

tmrw is the day. i have to tell my parents. i dont know what the "or else" is but i dont want to find out. i have to. finally, what ive been afraid of for so long is staring me in the face. rick said hed be there if i wanted him to be. im just glad that i have people to support you. im kind of upset that im pushed into this instead of ( Read more... )

well sorry to dissapoint anyone who wanted to hear about me being happy but sorry no can do today. today is not a happy day. first i did really bad at tennis, and ended up with an injury count of two. my wrist and shoulder. i also kind of messed up my ankle but that wasnt that bad and then i ended bleeding twice but they were minor cuts. so ( Read more... )

am i emo? comment and answer. please be honest. if people think i am i want to know cuz i want to change cuz i know it can be annoying...trust me i know. so please if you think i am, please tell me. if you think im not, still tell me. thanks! and again, please be honest.

have you ever gone on someone's livejournal and seen something about you that makes you feel like shit? yeah its a great feeling eh? someone told me to look at my bros lj and it said "my day was looking awesome, but my family had to fuck it up." wonderful eh? we had gotten into a fight cuz he said something about his ex who's now my good friend ( Read more... )