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:-) happiness
woo hoo!!!! im so high on life. i love life. its perfect. awesome friends, a tooootally amazing boyfriend, and money to go malling with!!! what more can a girl want? my past doesnt matter any more. nothing about what happened matters. its over. ive finally pushed it into my past. it no longer haunts me. well i guess it does my hardly at all ( Read more... ) -
im ok now
see? moments are but temporary. mesa happy now!!!! -
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what do you do when you dont know what to do? what do you do when you know what you want to do but you cant? what do you say when you have no words to be spoken? nothing to be said should i just be silent? just be still forever nothing more to do? waiting. silent torture repeated once again. staring at the reciever waiting for it to break the ( Read more... ) -
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im so fucking sick of this ( Read more... ) -
bvsc rocks!!!!!
for the first time every my swim team has kicked ass!!!! weve won three meets in a row and we have one more very possible victory tonight. its sooo cool! im totally not used to winning. weve won more meets this year that we have in the past few years combined. lol sad but totally awesome!!! anyway im still totally missing my shakespeare buds! -
SHAKESPEARE ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!!
omg shakespeare school was definitely the coolest thing EVER!!! i met some of the coolest people in the world. i love them all to tiny ity bity pieces. it was sooooo much fun. we saw five shows. wingfield's inferno, the tempest, hello dolly, as you like it, and into the woods (the best musical ever!). i can understand shakespeare sooo much ( Read more... ) -
I HATE FEAR!!!
im going crazy. all my fears and ripping me apart!! i cant push them away. my fear of being alone, my fear of death, and now a fear of loosing the thing i love the most. i know i wont loose him but theres still that fear thats tears and my heart. the more you love something or someone, the more scared you are to loose them ( Read more... ) -
AHHHHH!!!!!!
im sitting here listening to yet another stupid family argument. i cant freaking stand this house anymore. i cant be happy here. everyone's just mad all the time. i was in a really really freaking awesome mood today. i spent the whole day with rick and we went swimming at the pool with some other people and it was really fun. then my mom comes ( Read more... ) -
SUMMER...SOOO CLOSE!!!
okay so summer is almost here. tomorrow is the FINAL DAY!!! for soo long ive been wanting this day to come. but now i dont. i dont want to leave all the people im not gonna see at harrison. summer is going to be awesome. i am reeeeally excited for high school. i guess you cant get everything you want. most of my friends are going to harrison ( Read more... ) -
I LOVE YOU MEREDITH!!!!
yesterday was five months for rick and me...thats soooo freaking awesome!! i love you rick ( Read more... )