well today started out awesome. the memorial day parade was fun. my first official marching band thing! it was awesome. the picnic afterwards rocked too. i watched everyone play football. we walked over to farmington's too and saw....adam....ewwwww. oh well. the day kept getting better. i went over to ricks...;) so of course i was in a good ( Read more... )

you know those times where you get the feeling you want to smack somebody? man for once i wish i just could! except the last one i had was with a teacher. coudlnt do that. but she was pissing the hell out of me!! omg she came up to me asking me about this cd i gave my friend called "suicide notes and butterfly kisses." yes its the name of a cd. ( Read more... )

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well life's been ineresting lately. ive can easily say that ive been keeping myself busy. i got a laugh when some random dude commented on my "i hate this fucking war" entry. ya that was special...haha screw that guy. it was really stupid. read it its funny. anyway the musical is doing awesome!!!! closing night is tmrw and i know im gonna be ( Read more... )

ahhh there's been lots of drama lately and im NOT part of it. i've kept my head and sanity out of this one. it feels so good to sit back and watch the veins in everyone else's head look like they're about to go KABOOMIE! like mine used to im sure. i could get involved in it but my advice would not be wanted nor well accepted. i have to spend ( Read more... )

the only thing worse than your own pain, is the pain of someone whom you love more than anything. more than the world and everything in it. as you hold them in your arms, absorbing their tears, you want so badly to take them as your own and take all their pain away. you want more than anything to see that smile back on their face. you'd lay ( Read more... )

well i just finished burrying my gerbil, smokey. she died last night. she was almost two and a half years old so it was about her time. she had been getting really thin and moving slower. this is the second pet i've had that has died. my dog, kaska, died when i was in third grade. i remember the day i got smokey. it was the day after ( Read more... )

wow bitching out the government feels good. its so nice that i dont hold back my feelings anymore. i feel so much better. anyway i really did have an awesome day. rick came over and damn do i love him!! my last entry was momentary-but very sincere-anger. i really mean everything i said. and to anyone who thinks this government and dumbass of a ( Read more... )

what the fuck is up with our messed up world? where does blowing the hell out of another country get us? i got an email from a friend today. this was the attatchment: http://www.veteranscava.org/photos_that_will_never_make_the.htm go there and look ( Read more... )

woohoo!! finally break! yay! no school!! ya ok so im really bored and have nothing to do. i want it to be tmrw!!! well hope everybody has a good break and i hope i can get together with some friends i havent seen in forever....*cough cough* alyssa *cough cough*