ok so its early in the morning. like half an hour into the morning early. like "why the hell am i still up?" early. ya so im doing homework. it sucks. im doing a biography. the outline's due tmrw. i dont know who im doing it on yet. isnt that great? im so fricking tired right now. im gonna be up soooo much longer too. ugh this is wonderful. why do ( Read more... )

today was my 14th birthday! yay!!!! it was the best birthday EVER!!! to all my friends, and especially rick, you guys made this day amazing. ill always remember this birthday! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good bye. two words not hard to the tongue, but hard to the heart. they are so easy to speak, but it is so diffucult to bring yourself to say them. the loss of a friend is like the loss of a part your heart, which you never thought you'd loose. i lost a friend today, and no matter who else comes into my life, even if they create a bigger spot in ( Read more... )

hey. life still rocks. i had a total of 20 hours of drumline rehearsal this week. besides the regular 6-9 rehearsals on tuesday and thursday we had a rehearsal from 3-midnight on friday and from noon-5. im soooo sore. it was fun though. now lyssa's over and were having fun taking random personality quizzes! tmrw no school!!! YES!!!

this was the best break ever! even going back to algebra...ugh...today couldnt bring my spirits down. right now i feel like a bomb could go off behind me and id still be smiling. life rocks! i got to play percussion today in band. mr drake asked me to play mallets. it was sooo much fun. i love playing mallets. the mallet part for this piece is ( Read more... )

home at last. vacation was fun. my half brother's family is cool. we had lots of fun but im glad to be back. i miss everybody!!!!! i got money for christmas and i hear the mall calling my name. but now its late and ive been traveling all day so its time for me to spend quality time with my pillow....night night!

this season stinks. not the actual season itself just the weather and wut it does to ur body. i cant breathe out of my nose! i cant afford to be sick. i simply don't have time to be. ugh. darn cold. oh well. its amazing how physically i can feel so crappy, but mentally im as happy as can be.

i wrote this poem today about.....someone....most of u probably know who it is ( Read more... )

dude life totally rocks! at least right now it does. the last few days have been really awesome. nothing's exceptionally amazing has happened but nothing has gone wrong. i few weeks ago i wrote in my diary "i feel like everyone is in color and i'm just gray." now i feel like every color in the rainbow. but not mixed together of course cuz that ( Read more... )

the play went soooo well. everybody was awesome. almost the whole audience was in tears at the end! the slide projector didn't screw up and all the makeup stuff went smoothly. thats good cuz then my head didn't feel like it was gonna explode. i can't wait for the musical. i miss actually being onstage performing. tonight is the second performance. ( Read more... )