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Skating
At least with working on the weekends it's so slow that I can skate off without anyone giving a shit between meals. The FSO is SDO again. Just have to get through the week and then I'll get the weekend off (sort of). I should be getting underway for another Guam 500 shortly. Let's make circles in the ocean again. I'm still sick but at least I'm ( Read more... ) -
Cranking
Another fun day of cranking. Clean clean clean clean clean the Mess Decks even when it's already clean. I have to "look busy" at all times. It sucks. The FSO is SDO so we're definately not going to get out early. Today is also Johns Birthday. He would have turned 39 today but unfortunately died a week before he turned 25. That's my next birthday. ( Read more... ) -
Back from Russia
Yeah I just got "home". I got to see a little more of this world so that's always good. I had one of the best 4th of July's I've ever had especially when I had to help clean up the barbeque chicken that fucking retard Sprague dropped down 3 ladderwells. It's actually pretty funny. As for coming back all I have to say is fuck reationships. I'm so ( Read more... ) -
Fucking Roomate!!!!!!
SO she just bitched at me for moving her stuff. Well if she would just clean up after herself I wouldnt have to. "It will get clean". Oh sure just like clean means all your shit accumulating in the livingroom, dirty dishes all over the living room and sink. Food all over the counters, and clean laundry sitting on top of the dryer and the only time ( Read more... ) -
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I think I should read the book "But I'm Screaming On The Inside". Ive seen it everytime I've gone to the NEX and my curiousity has been piqued. As soon as I am able to have my money again. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid PMS. -
Free
I'm free of the situation I was in. I can't expain how relieved I feel. Will definately not be so impulsive in the future. -
"Home"
Got back to Guam today. It's nice to be off the ship. I'm going to get a house soon. Have an address. I just need to check in but they don't have the list that says a whole bunch of people are moving into housing. GGGRRRRRRR!!!! So I made one huge mistake that I need to figure out how to get out of. I just dont know how and when to do it. Damn it. ( Read more... ) -
Deployment
Left Guam beginning of September. I've been to Malaysia, Singapore, and am currently in Hong Kong. Will be returning to Guam shortly. Other than that things are going ok besides the fact that I'm completely homesick and have made one huge mistake. Can't go into it. Anyone got a time machine? -
FTN
FTN, people, FTN!!!!! Stupid first classes and chiefs better know their shit. Fucking OOD and JOOD!!!! I hope they both lose their balls. -
Bleh
Finally made it to Guam with many delays and much hassle. I can finally breathe again. I have a lot of things to think about. I wish I could have peace of mind but I don't think that's something I'll have for a long time. I want to be two different people but unfortunately I can only be one and I'm not exactly going in the direction I want to go, ( Read more... )