On the off chance that anyone reads this, I will be getting stationed to a squadron in Whidbey Island, WA later this year.

Don't send me hate replies with this. I don't care. I support my friends who are discriminated against because they don't suppress their sexual preference ( Read more... )

After a lot of thinking and soul searching I have decided that I want to study Library Science. I love being surrounded by books. I love reading. I love when someone asks some random question and no one knows the answer and then I go and research it and find out. I like finding ways to organize things and come up with systems on how to make it run ( Read more... )

I think the thing I want more than anything is to know what I want. I'm sick and tired of being confused. I'm always pulled in different directions of all aspects it seems. My life is the same CD on repeat. The same 10 songs over and over. I want to listen to something else but all the other cd cases are empty and I go to the store and only have ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm wandering through some kind of emotional minefield. With all the bad news coming from back home and spending yet another holiday thousands of miles away it's getting harder and harder to breathe. There's nothing I can do about it except for feeling bad from far away which just brings on waves of homesickness but at the same time the ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't look up stuff on wikipedia because now I'm convinced I have 50 million things wrong with me. I probably do but am probably not the best person to put a name to all of them. I need to find something else to do on duty days other than looking up shit on wikipedia. I should probably work on quals but I really really really really ( Read more... )

It's amazing what goes through your mind when you finally realize what's healthy for you and what's not and make steps to change and rid yourself of unhealthy habbits. Some of them anyway. Babysteps.......babysteps. I have a fuck ton of more soul searching to do. Today was a good day. And why the fuck did it take me so long to get an iPod?

I don't know what it is about this boat but ever since the Malaysia, Singapore, Hong Kong deployment every time I sleep on this ship I have nightmares. Ususally I'm able to handle it better but now that they have me on white card and I have to sleep on this bitch for the next two months I'm having an increasingly hard time. It's really starting to ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I last stayed up all night. It is 5 something in the morning and am still not tired. I will be though when I'm suppose to go for a mile swim "tomorrow" to some small island off some beach. Oh well. Oh yeah.......I hate bathing suits. I'm not even going to get started on that one. I'm wondering if I should just go catch the ( Read more... )