So my body must be pissed off at me. Not once, not twice, but three times have I been hit with the shit stick. I was at work today and I was ringing up 50 million people when I felt as though I was on my period. But that's impossible. My period isn't due for two more weeks. Sure enough it was my period. So oh fucking joy. Yay for fucking me. I've ( Read more... )

So I finally was able to go to the community health clinic and see a doctor today. I have bronchitis and laryngitis. It is very painful to swallow and cough, which really sucks because I am constantly coughing. I can't cough that hard but when I do I end up throwing up. So much fun. My paycheck is going to suck with all the work that I'm missing. I ( Read more... )

One thing that sucks about having only one bathroom is that there is only one bathroom. I have to pee now damn it. I don't know how much longer they are going to be in there. It also sucks being sick. I am feeling somewhat better today. My head is still all stuffed up. My throat is sore and it hurts to talk. I threw up the other day. Could a guy ( Read more... )

Children can always sense what their parents are feeling. It never changes. As a child of depressed parent it is very hard to find and sustain happiness. My mother has always been unhappy. She's been depressed for as long as I can remember. She's had a hard life. She had a critical father, a chaotic childhood, two disappointing marriages, and has ( Read more... )

Oh sweet chocolate! Please release me from this prison of cramps in which I'm trapped. The pain! The horror! Will it ever go away? Oh this monthly curse is insane! Insane I tell you.

I was almost in a car accident today. I was driving to work on the freeway when this truck started to turn in my lane. I happened to be where he was turning. He almost hit me. He would have if I didn't slam on my brakes. It was wet out so I started to skid. My car weaved. But somehow the car regained control. The other driver didn't even slow down ( Read more... )

Things can happen in one single moment that can change your life forever ( Read more... )

At this exact time 22 years ago, I was born. 4:29 am eastern time (1:29 am pacific time) in Waltham Hospital in Waltham, Massachusettes on Saint Patricks Day 1983. I was 8 lbs. 12 oz. 22 inches long. I was due on March 3rd but I just had to wait untill St. Patricks Day. I just had to have my birthday on a holiday. A regular day just wouldn't do. ( Read more... )

So we got the apartment. Yay. I'm so happy. We sign the lease on Monday and give them first month's and deposit. We're free to move in after that. I'll have to go to Napa to pick up my bed and possibly my dresser if there is room for it in Chris's truck. It will be so nice having my bed back. A nice clean apartment. My own room. I can't wait till ( Read more... )

So the date went well. We got something to eat then saw Constantine. It was a good movie if a little freakiy. I jumped in my seat a few times. He kept looking at me during the movie.. He kissed me as soon as the credits rolled. We walked around downtown for a little bit and then drove out to this look out. Pretty view of the city. We made out a ( Read more... )