It's actually not that far off. Now if only I could get people to listen to me.

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In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Start a cult.

Get your resolution here

So I'm living on my own. I have my G.E.D. I have a job. I have a cute guy to hang out with. So why am I not happy. I was happy when I first came here. I was happy to be away. I thought getting my independence would make me happy. If that doesn't make me happy, am I incapable of prolonged happiness. I feel like I just want to go to sleep and not ( Read more... )

Derek's friend opted out of moving in so that means that I get to stay. I dont have to pay a downpayment and I can afford the rent so I get to stay. Yay! No going back to Napa. It looks like everything is going to work out. Things are going good with Nato. Adrian gave his blessing. I might want to look for a higher paying job though. Ross only pays ( Read more... )

So I can't afford to go to junior college this spring. I can't afford to stay here. i don't have enough money for rent and a downpayment for January. I have to go home to Napa in January and move back in with my mother. It's either that or live in my car. At least I've had this time away. I really needed it. Sometimes you just need to get away if ( Read more... )

I can't sleep......I hate this. It's so frustrating. It could have something to do with me sleeping all day yesterday and then early last night untill this afternoon. Wow! I really slept a lot. I went out both Friday and Saturday night. I hit the clubs with my roommate Derek and his friend JR. We drank and danced and had a lot of fun. Friday night ( Read more... )

The results are in...............I have my GED. I passed. Yay! No more obssesing about it. A huge weight has been lifted. I can't even fully explain how great I feel. I managed by some miracle to pass the math. The lowest passing score you can get is 410 and I got a 490. That puts me in the 46th percentile which isn't too bad. I got a 580 in ( Read more... )

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Well where to start? I am now in San Luis Obispo and already I feel a million times better. I really needed to get away. I found a job cleaning an elderly womans house but then she got really sick and needed a full time nursing assistant so that didn't work out. I have two maybe job prospects. I hope one of them turns out. I took the GED test and ( Read more... )

You are independent love. You see your relationship
as an added bonus to your life, not the main
point of it. You want to be free, unchained by
the rules.

What kind of love are you?
brought to you by

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