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long time no journal
Im having another sleepless night. Didnt even get off work till after 11. then I had to move a bunch of stuff to my moms house where im currently staying. My roommate of a year turned into an irrational bitch and I couldnt take it anymore. She asked me if I could please leave about a month ago to which I replied yeah-no. Then I sent a letter to the ( Read more... ) -
i miss the southern cross
Back to my up down material driven life. I need to convince myself to let learning drive my pointless existance but I dont I let social politics and boy problems get in the way...like tonight i am just stressing out about someone who graduated who im really pissed that I didnt get to know better before they left...well i guess that is kind of a ( Read more... ) -
AHHH
I dont knwo what to do with my life!!!
I cant spell!!!
Im lonly...as in lonly for male affection (not sex you gutter minded people, altough that would be nice)...its been a few months!!!
What am I going to do with all this crap I dont want anymore?
Do any of yall want my crap? -
first day of school
cant sleep. class starts tomorrow. i pissed off my littles girlfriend today (she tries to keep him on a really really short leash) i cant spell leesh...lesh...leash...something like that. I love my new appt! I love mark and scott and sarah too! they seem to be part of my appt, sarah really is cause shes my roomie ( Read more... ) -
party party
I will be back tuesday night and yall better call me or come to my house...lets all go to the lake on wednesday!!! -
lets play a game
Im gonna be quiet all day and see if anyone says hi to me or talkes to me with out me first talking to them...I bet you a dollar no one will talk to me for the rest of the day! -
AUSTRALIA
I LOVE IT HERE! I am so happy, and having such a wonderful time! I got to meet some really cool locals, I got to see a waterfal that was beutiful! I love you guys but australia is so cool I dont think I could ever want to leave!!! Two hot guys and one ok looking guy...everyone here is really nice! The forest is so beutiful I cant even believe it, ( Read more... ) -
your gonna think im a dumbass
So tonight I was sad and lonly and I saw Jonathan online and started talking to him (Ive been talking to him online) we decided to go to spider house and had a really good vist. Dont get me wrong, im still angery and bitter about how he broke up with me and the fact that it didnt take him any time at all to get over me, but he was a good friend of ( Read more... ) -
Last weekend
Ahem! SO I LOVE my family. All of my fmily, but I actually LIKE my dads family most of the time. I dont LIKE all of them after 4 days but hey, I dont LIKE most of my moms family after one hour, heh (maybe its cause Im actually related to my moms family). ANYWAY, I got there early saturday afternoon just in time to have a beer and see my brother ( Read more... ) -
subject
SO nico likes me... I knew that. Im not being a bitch about it so thats good. Hes one of my three best firends in the world and that means more to me than any relationship and he understands that...but I still know how he feels cause its been me in that situation before and it sucks ( Read more... )