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       It is I, it has been a long time since I last posted. Either I have been to lazy or too busy to post in here. Did anyone miss me? I doubt it.
    Bad news, I am at my highest weight ever. I guess it ( Read more... )

Well it is just me posting a quiz I took. Nothing too special although intriging.

Blah my mother is making supper. I have not eatten all day which I am happy about. Well I had some candy and water but that has been it. My friend Dawn though tried to make me eat one of her fries at lunch but I so nicely declined her offer.


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Oh I wish I was at 105...my goal weight!!!  Would be amazing...Yippie.

Lowest weight now that is SCARY

Love you all <3

>nothing taste as good as thin feels<

I fucked up royally today. I let myself down ,I let lose, I am so bad. I was not going to eat or if I did eat I was going to eat 500 calories or less. And I ate and ate. I hated myself for doing it. I need to be slapped.

Starting today (since it is 12:02am) I am going either fast or else resrict to 500 calories or less. I need to start losing ( Read more... )

Height: 5'5 or 5'6
Current weight: 200 *god help me I am bigger then an elephant*
High Weight: 220
Low Weight: 193
Goal Weight One: 175
Goal Weight Two: 140
Goal Weight Three: 120
Goal Weight Four: 105 (by February)

Current Mood: Pretty happy, yet sore.
Eatten today: Nothing thus far, but I have had a few sips if the new Coke. "C2"

Hi, it is me!

I have decided to make this other livejournal just so people I know do not read it because they have no idea who I am, but I really need a journal where I can write everything down I have eatten in a day or haven't and what I have done and how I feel at that moment or threw out the day and where I plan on going from here.

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