Im happy :) Life is wonderful, the ocean, the mountains the cattle ranches are all beautiful, the family is supportive and accepting, the friends are good and always there, school is almost over but going well, the boyfriend is adorable, cuddleable, accepted in the WHOLE family, just plain wonderful in many ways, the pictures are fun, the new ( Read more... )

I'm happy :) ....and no its not because of the drugs.... lol. It's mostly the people I have in my life that make me happy.

So i went to my first rave this weekend. It was an outdoors camping one, it was all weekend long. There was constant techno....constant all day and all night not a single break. it was out in a field of dead grass surounded by trees, the drive went through the canyon over a bridge and up a steep rocky road. I'm not a fan of techno nor to I know how ( Read more... )

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop ( Read more... )

yes, my eyes are all dried out and swollen from the tears of a two and a half hour phone call from 3-5:30 am. but I guess it was worth it.... Got told that its all my fault all on me everything is on me, im the one in the wrong. Which is true, I caught myself changing him yes i will admit that and thats why i think it was better that we are not ( Read more... )

Sure I have "options" many to pick and choose from but I only love that one. It's hard changing. Last night.....i tried to hold back but then he over powered me, it was hard to resist in the first place. He kissed me hard, he kissed me with his whole heart like he couldn't control himself, the way he held me, I missed that feeling. I try to be with ( Read more... )

I have a lot to say, good and bad, but I can't write much now, first of all, i dont know how to word things, and i dont have time. All i know now is that i love Dale and i always will no matter what. Our situation sucks, but we will have to get through it right now. :( it's tough.....

Yeah so this weekend rocked to the maximum level of rockin. Had to do a bit of lying to the parentals. Crystal had to lie as well. Although I told my dad everything haha. So we get to Tahoe at 8:30 pm.... cant get into the cabin (well we didn't try but it wasnt even worth the try) so we figured we could sleep in the car. Yeah its a small car but it ( Read more... )

wow I dont really have much time to write in this anymore. I used to write in it a lot....but that was only because i was really bored at my job haha. But now I actually have somewhat of a life. Hmmmm there isnt much to say, nothing has changed. I took my mother out to dinner $108.00 ....I had the money but she insisted on maying for most of it. ( Read more... )

ok so mom was talking to chuck about how she is inviting couples to stay at our tahoe house on fourth of july and one couple was "stephanie and Dale" so i threw in "how about brielle and dale?" sarcastically oh boy i wish i could show you the face i got ahhahhahaha it was great and then she said "no, dale is NOT invited, how about a 19 year old ( Read more... )