yak. I am so excited for halloween, and all that free candy. damn. its sad that it's all i have to look forward to, but i love holidays ( Read more... )

Man, all I do now is think all day long. I have to think it seems to be the best thing i still know how to do that doesn't require money or much of anything materially, really. Time carries on in its fashion. Lately I sleep on the couch at the booby trap and other residences in long beach kind enough to keep me and other times i sleep in adams ( Read more... )

yeah, im glad i didnt give up! im happy!! life is fun again!!
yay adam

sometimes you find one morning that you have no idea who you are or what is real, etc. etc.

i have watched too many of my friends try to end things they have no business ending, and have found that i am not a resposible, mature adult.

BloodyNosedBride: you remind me a lot of a girl I loved once ( Read more... )

good, stoned, logical conversations. something that had been missing from my life for quite some time until recently. The smart meredith and i hadn't spoken in quite some time. is it okay to say i missed myself ( Read more... )

i think that not being able to microwave things in palindromes is really negatively affecting my life.

i've been writing some more lately, started re-recording the old songs, putting together some new things. i went to my little sisters first communion in the catholic church today. driving by my old house, i suddenly realized that there are reasons i don't live in the valley anymore. i almost felt sorry for my parents because they had to be seen ( Read more... )

Im tired and will be going to sleep soon. Today was pretty depressing. I did outside work on very little energy and i really want to go home. wherever that is. im in new orleans, hopefully i will be coming back to california soon. The future is so uncertain. I'm usually okay with that. This time, however, i feel like everyone else is in ( Read more... )

I'm coming back to LA. A lot of things need to be resolved. A lot. I'm either living in the city or the outer limits of the county, depending almost solely on where i can get a job that i will be able to love and work the fuck out of. Also I will be making art, so if you love large, awful paintings of prostitutes and racist slogans, please, hit ( Read more... )