lonely, upset, and angry.  mostly lonely...

Might I just say that motorcycle wrecks are not the most fun things in the world ( Read more... )

We just got our power back. Yay ( Read more... )

The people at New Belgium brewery are officially my heroes. Environmental stewards who really take care of their people, and make amazingly fantabulous beer to boot ( Read more... )

i got up at 4 this morning in dayton. here i am in ft. collins, colorado. i get to go climb, drink, and fight with my little sis. most excellent.

Yup, I got the black death too. I feel like millions of toothbrushes or other such prickly and semi-inflexible objects have been forcibly driven into every aperture of my face. I have the luck that this befell right about the same time that bjforester left to live in Las Vegas for four months, so I'm alone, sick, and have to take care of anything that has ( Read more... )

bjforester is back in portland. This means I'm lonely, but holy crap I'm getting a lot done. Since Christmas we ripped up the carpet (ugly, dirty white berber) and the pad in the office, and I've ripped out all the tack-strip and staples that held it down, washed the entire surface, cleaned the floorboards and windows, taped up the windows for painting, ( Read more... )

I'm tired of having nightmares. I laid down for a nap this afternoon because I felt unfocused, and ended up in tears because of the things I saw being done to the people I love most. This isn't an isolated occurrence, either. I've been having these visions almost every night since I worked at the AG. I don't know what to do to get these things ( Read more... )

I'm really looking forward to spring.  I just planted a couple of varieties of garlic, and my tulips, crocuses, and hyacinths are starting to peek up out of the ground.  I'll need to put some more soil over the top, and next spring my back yard should be really pretty.  I'm also planning on growing sunflowers and anise hyssop, a bunch of herbs, and ( Read more... )

I'm starting massage school on tuesday. Yay! I'm also looking for another job, for reasons earlier stated. Hopefully something will work out.