So I just wrote this 1000 word long, confusing, convoluted blog about ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been way too long since I updated due to a series of technical difficulties ... so my way of resolving my frustrations was to go buy myself a MacBook (by no means a Pro), which seems like it will make my life easier even if my bank account & credit card may not agree with me for the next 3-4 months ( Read more... )

I don't really believe in horoscopes, but from time to time I check them, just for s's & g's. Today's, however, ring truer than ever:

From Google Desktop: You've been ready for success -- and finally, success is ready for you. This is thrilling -- but also just the teensiest bit scary. Everything's coming your way, and that means change -- big ( Read more... )

Well, I am clearly the worst blog-writer ever. Wait, maybe that’s not entirely true, it’s far more complicated than that ( Read more... )

I need to stop waiting for other people to live their lives, to go out and live mine in their stead.

I'm lost in the feelings I thought were gone.

Tonight I started thinking about all the things I'd never be able to say to people. Here's a brief list. Probability states that none of these are addressed to you. Even if one of them is, I won't tell you.You’ve unwittingly gotten me through some pretty hard spots in my life. To explain now would be to say too much. You unconsciously know how ( Read more... )

I've recently noticed that a lot of people have been updating their journals ( Read more... )

Stick a fork in me, I'm done.Kinda sad how unsentimental I am about this whole end-of-college deal ( Read more... )

Me: God, tonight during prayer I started thinking about Taize, about how close You & I were in France, how beautiful the stars were & how I felt Your extreme Love for me in every moment ... and man God, I'm tired of this "trying to figure out life" crap.  I mean, You're being fantastic to me & all, but I'm thinking I might just give up on this ( Read more... )

It's plain and simple
I'm older than I thought
and older than I ever hoped I'd get
I never noticed 'til everything went wrong
...i.m.breathing.but.it.s.early.yet...

Drawn up on paper it makes perfect sense
but I can't think of anything at all
that I can tell you
Sorry is too small a word