I know it's been awhile....ummm....But I have nothing to say. My brother is still in boot camp. And...I'm getting good grades still. Uhhh, my mom is acting kinda funny lately. Sooo, yeah. Ciao.

I know it's been awhile....ummm....But I have nothing to say. My brother is still in bootcamp. And...I'm getting good grades still. Uhhh, my mom is acting kinda funny lately. Sooo, yeah. Ciao.

I guess it doesn't matter that I'm being reclusive more and more. It turns out I have nothing to say anyway. I live in my own world, which is not really something I wanna share with people. So I find myself not talking even when hanging out with people. I feel like the chick in the book Speak. Only I'm not getting like this cuz I was raped, like ( Read more... )

I'm incredibly sad. Which is odd considering I don't know why. Maybe I need to turn to God a little more at this point in my life. I wish I could cry or something so I could alleviate the melancholy. But I just don't feel the urge to cry. It's so frustrating....

I don't even know what to say. I mean, jeez mom. You know how angry he makes me. How I can barely stand to be around him, and even then casually insulting him all the while. Yet your his friend and have him come over. Like my feelings don't even matter. Your practically my best friend. The person I love most, whom I would die for. Yet because he's ( Read more... )

Today was not very good. I don't wanna go into the details, but let's just say I was reminded that I will never be cool in anyway. I'm tired and glad it's the weekend. I like being around my crush, and hanging out with Alicia, Rachael, and Maria is fun. But being by myself is good for my threadbare sanity. Now let us move on with some deep and ( Read more... )

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I really wonder what the boy in my science class thinks of me. Well, a lot of people seem to think I'm a bitch. So it's not hard to put the stereotype on myself. He probably thinks I'm a bitch. But that's ok because people's opinions are overrated ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. But what do you want from me anyway, my life is boring. I did my play (or should I refer to it as my one act?) in drama today. It went pretty well, I didn't fuck up any of my lines ( Read more... )

I hope everybody had a merry holiday and a happy New Year. I got gifts, saw family, yaddah yaddah yaddah. My brother goes to boot camp on January 10th, but he leaves us on the 9th. I'm sad about that. Happy birthday to Robyn on the third. That's also the day I go back to school. That sucks. So anyhow, hope you enjoy the new year, I'll see ya later.