so yeah... i'm officially the biggest loser who walked the earth....no one likes me.... i cant find a GF or even a date....i havent hung out with my only remaining two friends in almost a week now...and i'm just starting to feel empty... i cant stand to be around anyone...my headaches are gettting worse... i just screamed at my whole family for ( Read more... )

i think back to younger years...time spent on frivolous tomfoolery or something more meaningfull? i have a hard time distinguishing what events in my life might have prepared me for what i'm dealing with... i grasp onto something....and its gone. just like my friends who i used to think of as family, just like the relationships i once had that felt ( Read more... )

Turn back the hands of the faded clock ( Read more... )

Funny thing isnt it? The impact a song can play on someones life.... like this one....

"Surrender"

She reads a book from across the street,
Waiting for someone that she'll never meet.
Talk over coffee for an hour or two,
She wonders why I'm always in a good mood.
Killin' time before she struts her stuff,
She needs support and I've become the ( Read more... )

So yeah i think that i should start writing in here again its interesting and what not. So yeah Chris is leaving, Me and Rahkeim are at another standstill, and i miss Amanda. and i got this jerk over here qnext to me buggin me.... yeah so anyways...  peace homies.

Yeah my dad is gone...things are more relaxed around the house but absolutly none of friends wanna hang out or talk for that matter ( Read more... )

dad left yesterday... not coming back.

Hello Children,

can you say DIVORCE?

::BAM BAM::

I'm Visiting Kentucky!

!?!?!?!?!?!ATTENTION ALL KENTUCKY FRIENDS!?!?!?!?!?!

On May 26th....Exactly 2 years after I departed I, Ricky Hetrick, Will be visiting Kentucky.

I will be staying till the 30th...i think.

This means a great deal to me and if i could get everyones names and numbers it would be great... then i could set up a time to visit you.

Much Love,
Ricky