Ignore that poem below... I can't write poetry to save my life... >_>

Anyway... I had a great day today! I got to see Alina too! yay! ^_^

Could it be?! Yes, I wrote a poem... O_O Thats what I do... I make the impossible possible... Ninja now can right semi-poetry besides kill kill kill!!! lolz ( Read more... )

(Edited at 2:16 AM on 7-16-06 lol )Alrighty... I've made my mind up of who I want to go out with now and once my mind is set it is set... ^_ ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now... T_T I don't even want to talk about it... Everyone says you can be as happy as you want to be... they are all full of shit... I want to be happy... but I am far from it... T_T Tomorrow throught Tuesday are going to suck balls... the end... T_T

My Injuries... lol These pictures were taken today (5-1-06)... Yes, I am hairy as hell... ok... and I'm flexing in all of the pictures because I can't stand for pictures of my muscles to be taken and me not be flexing... I don't know why... thats just how I am... so yeah... lol ( Read more... )

I may have failed at asking her out yesterday... but I did get to spend the majority of the day with her which I loved... and I also got a few pictures of her... I was going to ask her out and I had so many opportunities to also but I'm just a damned coward when it comes to stuff like that... T_T I really hope she doesn't give up on me... I'm ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you've fucked things up beyond repair? Ever wish you hadn't done something the way you did even though your intentions were good and pure? Ever wish you were more confident and had a higher self esteem? Ever wish you could tell someone to their face how much you care about them but just can't seem to do so no matter how hard you ( Read more... )

Damn... I had a good day but then I got to thinking tonight and I'm all depressed and stuff now... T_T I just wish I could be good enough for once in my pathetic life... I can't even write about whats bothering me it irritates me so much... T_T

List of stuff I just need to get out ( Read more... )

Brandon's 18th Birthday Party was one of the best ever and I say that honestly! Holy Shit! ^_^ I feel so Manly and Bad Ass after that Air Soft Gun War and Poker Game late last Night! ^_ ( Read more... )