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you know when you sit there and think about the old time passed, or people you miss the fuck out of and think, 'god all i want to do is just see that person so bad. if even just for a few seconds ( Read more... )

september 17th. another year older ( Read more... )

today was a day full of memories. even though i have been trying to escape running towards the past for the last, well 3-4 years of my life, but a lot more as of a few weeks ago. its hard, so i gave in and got out every cd, and downloaded every song i could think of that would just put me on one hell of a trip down good old memory lane ( Read more... )

there's only now,
and there isn't then.
so just breathe it in.

too many emotions are floating through me right now.

so many i cant even write them down.

i'll let them simmer on low as i sleep tonight and maybe i will have something more concrete tomorrow.

put 'em up and clink them together,
oxox

"I guess I should be one to talk ( Read more... )

So, i think i have come to terms with the fact i am indeed not going crazy, but suffer from random panic/anxiety attacks because of the lack of control i have on any random given situation ( Read more... )

Things have been down for me lately. Sleeping is now a task, not an option or a pleasure, but a task that i just can not seem to complete. As i begin to fall into slumber, something awakens me, and i rush to sit up, whilst my heart beats out of my cheast and find myself catching my breath as if someone had covered my mouth in attempts to suffocate ( Read more... )

i forgot about this thing, but really, i guess there's a reason why-what it is though, couldnt begin to tell you. i guess i could simply say ( Read more... )

alkaline trios good mourning ( Read more... )