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[muzicmann12]

so i haven't really been updating my livejournal that much, if at all. it's not because "it's not 'cool' anymore", but rather becuase i just haven't felt the need. i haven't felt the need to post all the pictures i've taken since coming home (but then again, i haven't erally taken many) and i haven't felt the need to write too much of my feelings.

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[amor_siempre]

if you dont want that view from your backyard--i'll take it! its so beautiful.

anyway, look up. aging's got a lot of cool things in it. p.s. you still havent visited SC yet....

[muzicmann12]

i'll be visiting SC once second semester comes around

so so so soon

[justoneshot]

If you don't continue growing and getting older you won't have children. It's at that point that you truly will have superpowers ... atleast in your childs eyes.

I love that you went to the movies with your father... and I love the view from your backyard.

Live on.

[senoritaemily]

hi, i've read your journal a little bit, i'm not going to pretend that i know you or that i know what you're going through, but i just thought i would offer some advice

obviously you're never going to be a little kid again, but as you probably know that doesn't mean you have to suddenly become so business like and uptight and "adult." when you were little, life was all about seeing and experiencing new things, and thats more or less what you're going to be doing by going to college and such. sure, the 'new things' will be so much scarier than learning to tie your shoes or whatever, but thats what life is.. going outside of your comfort zone.

and yeah, you only have 1 life, but that doesn't mean that there is no starting over, you just have to try to learn to live with no regrets. i hope this helped, if it didnt, thats okay. i hope you find time to sit in your backyard and enjoy life a little more. adios.

[muzicmann12]

i knwo exactly wha tyou mean, and i do that all the time. i structure (or at the very least try to!) my life around trying new things, especially those that will take me out of my comfort zone. and yes, i still do find them exciting and interesting...but it's not the same as being a little kid

as a little kid our perceptions of the world around us is inherently different, and this perception made life just "feel" different. i can't explain that feeling with words, but it was definitely there. i can still try new and amazing things, but that feeling will never come back

and don't et me wrong, there are plenty of things i'm excited about doing later on in my life. going to college, getting married, having kids, etc etc. it's just that that certain intangible and inexplicable feeling of being a little kid will be something that i'll never experience agian

oh well

[senoritaemily]

yeah, i guess i see what you mean.. like no matter how many new things you try, you still know what you know (unlike being a little kid where new things are amazing) well that wasn't the best way to put it, but its what you've been saying all along

in that case i guess just be grateful that
a) you know how that feels, you have felt that way before, and
b) like someone said above me, one day you'll be able to give that feeling to someone else (your children) jajaja

[onlyth1smoment]

"The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes." - Frank Lloyd Wright

[onlyth1smoment]

by the way the hills are turning green it is so nice.

[eludinghistory]

wuts up dude...

i go home the 25th...so don't worry...you'll be seeing me at school again haha...and you're right about music...coldplay's sweet...who cares what people think...

hope you're doing well...