as you may have gotten from my last post... i have a crush on a man who doesnt have a crush on me ( Read more... )

i dream about you so often that i have a hard time distinguising the moments that are real with you and the ones that ive created ( Read more... )

so this boy i call p ....ive wanted him since i met him ( Read more... )

*this section contains some things that are not for child eyes...and some things that im not perticularly proud of...please dont judge me because of them....i always tend to make terrible decisions anyways....and besides im in no mood to be talked to ( Read more... )

I worry, I weigh three times my body ( Read more... )

(Beating Heart Baby ( Read more... )

I saw you ( Read more... )

so i found out this evening....that my brother and his fiance are expecting their first baby come next june ( Read more... )

its been exactly a week since ive had my last ciggereette....if what people have told me is true...the worst is over....i just have to keep on it

i cant imagine myself....without cigarettes, because ive had them since i was pre-adult...i dont even know what kind of a person i am without them...not that they change who you are...but...i could be healthy somewhere underneath all that tar.......and that to me....for some odd reason... doesnt seem right....but well....i had this epiphany just ( Read more... )