so, getting cross faded was sort of a bad idea. i was far too fucked up. i ate a lot at dennys. too much. my throat is sore too. oh fucking well.

so much can change in the blink of an eye

oh god...sooo much stuff to do today...i might just flip a bitch. haha. but its all good kind of stuff so ill be ok with that. study group in Santa Rosa at 2!! oh bujeeezus! hahaha. anyways, i would like to add one last thing before my hectic day begins: last night was lovely. ♥

i feel replaced like whoa. m know what im talking about. mother fucker.

so its pretty much $2,000 to get a one-way fight to paris. goddamnit. roundtrip flights are less, which aint bad. they're about 1,400. im considering going this summer for about a month. long ass flight though. oh well, i can bare it. now i just need a job. missssy? tanning salon? yesss.

oh god. so much shit. problems. im falling apart.

im so lost. i've got so much to say but i feel like i can't speak a single fucking word. someone please rip my eyes out ( Read more... )

so this weekend should be fun, but i will miss my barb <3. missy and i are going to drink, we have 2 bottles of malibu and a bottle of vodka. the vodka is for mixing with shirley temples. mmmm. i wish ben was still having a party of some sort. but its ok ( Read more... )

so last night.yeah.regretting it a little bit ( Read more... )

pixie party was really fun. lots of cute pictures ( Read more... )

the no-alcohol thing is really getting to me. im starting to freak out. but hey, at least i've been sober for 2 weeks. but its not getting any easier. oh goddddd ( Read more... )