This. It represents what I was. It represents what I have been, to destroy it would be wrong, but I must move on.
This is the last entry I will have in this journal.

My new journal will be.
Matthew_VanDyne

MVD out

I'm sick of running. The truth is right behind me. I know now what's been chasing me all along. The answers have all been found. I don't need to be paranoid anymore. I've found something that will set me free. I have found purpose. Though I may have vowed I'd run from it. It's the only thing that makes sense. I've thought everything through ( Read more... )

I have been knocked off my podeium. I have hit the floor with such force there is a crater. My pride has been shattered. I am surrounded by a pool of doubt and lack of motivation. And so I get up to my knees and begin to stand. Too long have a let myself be this way. I must return to greatness, I've forgoten what it feels like to be great, what it ( Read more... )

"Courage is not the absence of fear,
It is the presence of fear with the will to go on."

There's not much to say except I wanna go on vacation somewhere. I need to get away from farmiliarity.
I wanna see something new and experience something I never have before.
Calma gets home in 2 weeks, maybe then i can plan an adventure.

MVD

So we all do stupid things. I was so bored last night that I purchased this.

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Theres nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it ( Read more... )

I am a slacker. I couldn't give less of a damn about Staples.
Yet even though I don't give a fuck. They are promoting me.
Giving me more money and a set schedule.
Damn. Makes me feel bad that I'm still looking for a new job.
HA. I'm such an Asshole.

MVD

Take the Pop Tart Quiz ( Read more... )

I need a new job. I need a new car. I need I need I need ( Read more... )

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