I had a really freaky dream last night about being pregnant; everyone kept asking me who the father was but I couldn't answer them because I hadn't had sex in months. Apparently I just became pregnant. It was bad enough when I kept dreaming about having a daughter, but this is just odd. I don't think I even believe in Jesus as the son of God, ( Read more... )

I didn't even realize how much I needed a vacation until I got to the airport. After five days in West Palm Beach with my family and a little more color on my pale, pasty skin, I feel like I'm ready to start classes again and deal with life. Of course, I'm really starting to wish that I had taken another week off work and gone to Hilton Head with ( Read more... )

Seeing as there is absolutely nothing happening at work at the moment (aside from the incessant ringing of my phone of course) I decided to update since I haven't really done it in a while ( Read more... )

I just had one of the scariest experiences of my life. I walked to the metro after leaving Blair's and I had to wait about half an hour for a train going in my direction. While I was sitting there minding my own business and listening to my ipod, this random guy started talking to me. I've been hit on while waiting for the metro before (more ( Read more... )

Why is it that the right (or best) decision is often the most painful?

So many things just don't make sense. I don't want to deal, I just want it to not be true. I hate being in pain and I hate that people that I love are in pain. I want to do a better job of comforting but I'm just not that good at it, and I'm afraid that I come off aloof and uncaring. I'm just not good at showing my feelings without completely ( Read more... )

I'm really worried right now because my grandmom had emergency surgery this morning and I don't know if she's going to be okay. I know I'm not a religious person, but it would really mean a lot to her if everyone would pray for her and hope that she makes a full recovery. I'm just really scared right now and I need to feel like I'm doing ( Read more... )

I borrowed seasons 1 and 2 of Arrested Development on Saturday (after Beth's awesome dinner party :)), and now I have three episodes left (by the way, Wash is Ann's father! How did I not know that?). I realize that seems kind of sad, but in my defense I've actually got a fair amount done in the last few days in addition to my excess of tv. I've ( Read more... )

I'm going to get to take one of the 5:10-7 classes next semester!!!! I am so unbelievably excited about this because they seriously do not offer anything good after 7. Now I just have to decide between Jouejati's two classes, the Arab-Israeli Conflict and International Relations of the Middle East. I think I'm going to go with the latter for a ( Read more... )

Some guy on the metro just asked me out, and it was pretty creepy. I had my ipod on and he kept trying to start up a conversation even though I was obviously not interested in talking. I hate when people don't get the hint ( Read more... )