i wish i wasnt. this sucks. i dont feel like going to work today i hope to god that i get sent home early. i wanna go back to sleep. i didnt feel like putting on my contacts this morning. im very lazy today. so lazy...i dont even feel like writing anymore...

why cant i have a simple life...like i know it is somewhat simple, but im sorry i guess i just want it more simplier and funner...well not funner becuz it isnt even fun in the first place....

maybe i need to just move my room around...i always do this. i need a change...i think i just need someone....someone i cant have.

today was a bad day. however something kinda good happened but whatever. its nothing, i guess. i wanted to leave work early but i ended up working the whole day. then i wanted to go to natalies but her car wouldnt start so not only was i stuck at home, she was stuck too. so we both were bored at home.
i wish...*sigh* ah nothing. i bet tmw will be ( Read more... )

ok so i just wrote an entry pretty long...and now i cant post it. damn livejournal. just adding to my pissed off-ness.

so instead of quiting im switching accounts. the company i work for has different accounts and so i am switching. the account i work for now is so frustrating, so thats that.
i was just in a good cleaning mood but then my father ( Read more... )

am i really getting old. suddenly im feeling all these weird grown up feelings. and now i hate immature people. im starting to really get annoyed with every little thing. even something that is none of my business. just other people business that i just happen to know...it annoys me...like thier little situation bothers the hell out of me. i dunno ( Read more... )

do you ever have times when you have this total nervous break down but then it goes away after like a second. it is just a really uncomfortable feeling. in that one second or two everything is fucking shitty and you are just...trapped. anyone else feel like that? no? probably just me....
suppose to hang out with my sister tmw. i hope it happens. if ( Read more... )

wow...no sleep does good work in drawing. i must have listen to the greenday cd about...um i dunno 6 or 7 times maybe or probably more..ok um wow...i just finished the greenday picture...yeah..um..its done. i mean its technically done, i just have to add a few touches here and there but its like done...wow..no sleep and that is what comes out of ( Read more... )

i just had to take it...i knew what to answer to get which character so i decided on the caterpillar...:)

Which character from Alice in Wonderland Are You?
Caterpillar
The Caterpillar is very laid-back and calm. And likes to smoke hookahs ( Read more... )

i borrowed this girls magazine today at work and like i decided to draw the band that was on to cover. it was greenday. i had drawn greenday once before but it came out really cartoony. so i dunno. i started to draw billie joe and i was thinking that it ll just be like the blink 182 pic i drew...you know they one? well i started drawing it and ( Read more... )

fuck...i just wrote a fucking entry, and even though it was really of no importance i still am pissed that it didnt get updated, damn livejournal....fuck!