today will probably be the most worst day ever...uh oh is it going to be another low self esteem day? i bet you it will. last night as i went to bed was the worst feeling. just hurt. i hate it. nothings going to happen today, just watch.. *sigh*
and liz is suppose to come today not sure when though. and i tried to call her but her phone is not ( Read more... )

i went to megans had dinner...great dinner by the way..thanks megan.
i was kinda nervous josie would call becuz if she did then megan probably would have cursed her out. her friend cassie took me home...i asked her if she would take me to walgreens so that i could get something to drink...but the liquor part was closed damnit..*sigh*...i wanna be ( Read more... )

yeah *liz* is coming next week!havent seen her in ages...hmm i think it has been like 2 years...or something like that. becuz i know the last time i saw her it was like around the time when josie broke up with me maybe alittle bit after that...hmm. but that was a weird day becuz we really had nothing to do. but we might go to this show or some club ( Read more... )

saw the ring 2 last night. it was okay i guess. i went with some work people.
today was kind of a waste of a day. i woke up like at 10 30 and i texted my friend from work, natalie and thats it and i tried to call jessica but she didnt pick up. i was suppose to hang out with my sister too today. so this morning i was just like fuck it...let me just ( Read more... )

today is mark hoppus' bday he is i think 32 or 33? whatever..happy birthday mark hoppus!
i got out of work early. i havent been sent home early in such a long time. they sent me home at 3. something was suppose to happen tonight but it changed...and now something else is suppose to happen but it porbably wont. i hate when that happens. i hate ( Read more... )

these are just some of my pics most of them are blurry. stupid scanner. ( Read more... )

oh my god im at the wonderland cafe where they have these awesome huge chairs like the one on alice in wonderland and they have these tables and guess what ? computers. i cant believe this. wow !! this is in the disney quest thing. the key board sucks so im gonna get off soon. um yeah i'm exploring here by myself becuz my parents didnt want to pay ( Read more... )

i just have to get thru today and tmw and then off we go to disney. cool. i just forced my mood for today. the songs i listen to in the morning always determine the mood i will have for the day. first i thought i wld make it all cool and whatever by listening to the queen of the damned soundtrack but then i changed it to poison the well which has ( Read more... )

i just did my tax return. whatever it is called. i really dont care about it but it is cool becuz im getting like 4 hundred dollars back from walgreens and prc, the company i work for now. so thats good. now im done yeah no more adult stuff.
now im eating pizza...and this weird energy drink called..uh..energy deuce or something...blah blah. i feel ( Read more... )

i feel worse than i did yesterday. not good. this better be over before i go to disney. i dont wanna be sick god damnit, but i think from today i will be getting sicker...anyone know why? i know you do. i hate you so much...*sigh* i wanna go back to sleep...yes i will as soon as they send me home from work..