IT JUST HURTS TO BE THIS SAD
ITS NOT RIGHT TO FEEL THIS WAY
ALL THE TIME
I DONT WANT TO BE DOWN
ANYMORE THAN I HAVE TO
THIS IS A PERPETUAL STATE
ALWAYS THERE WAITING
BEHIND EVERY CHANCE OF HAPPINESS
THERE LURKS MY DARKNESS

My life suck
My life is full of anger
Frustration
sadness
emptiness
confusion.
What should i do?
Anyone here care about me?
I need someone who is really understand me
Help
Help
Help
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Sound of Sky

The world is bluer
the sun is more golden
hour by hour the day passes
it passes and I find myself
once again putting an end to untruths
in your arms

we are alone
together
I kiss the Earth
finally nothing but together
and finally humbled
as the wind grows
as the cold falls
finally acquiescent

Lonely little girl,
Searching through books on the shelf.
Trying to find answers,
To why she cuts herself.
Numbers and letters confuse,
And with no answers to find,
Surely everything must simply be,
Only in her mind....?

As I dream
his hands move
into my atmosphere
reaching for something
seeking through a moist net
bodies like shadows pressed eagerly in their thirst
deep excessive passion of this ashen dream
he takes refuge
a spy upon the sea of trembling sweetness
like a thief
daylight reaches me from this night
and its memories of a forgotten wish

Half As Much ( Read more... )

whell i haven't updated my journal for a long time so i thought i shouldso i have been just chillen being the ass person that i am

Hay I am just sitting at my sister's kinda bord but I am atleast high last night we got fucked up and it was fun and we had a BBQ at her mom's house with her mom's friends and her aunt any ways I found that poem from someones journal i did not right it.

Heart Burn ( Read more... )

hay man i got drunk last night we went hicking up in a trail smocked some pot then i was to fucked up to walk down the trial but i made it so any ways we wher drinkin soco and takeyla it was really fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!