hay every one hows it going I am over it I know what I will do I will move on I guess I need to get out and I am going to go get aps for a job because I am 20 years old and I have never had a job befor but any ways I need friends that have somthing going for there self because I will let my self get stuck in there life and then I don't have a very ( Read more... )

whell today kinda sucks but any ways i need to find people that realy no how to be agood friend not like the people i kicket with .she only calls when she needs me but i guess i will move on so when she calls i will be like why are you calling me know your other friend must of went home.I ant stupid,you'r fake ass friend ship with me is over any ( Read more... )

Whell Iguess I need to get my ass a job but I don't think I could handle it but every one hes there ups and downs in life. I think god is mad at me but I am going to be ok

I am realy ok!!!!!!!!!!!I GUESS LoVe$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

HIDDEN WORDSords
I try to tell him my thoughts..
how I feel..
about him..
about us..
but as I write...
my words once full of emotion...
seem to fade..
seem to dissappear...
as they reappear...
before his eyes...
we have no history...
does this mean..
we can have no future...
he is my friend...
and yet...
he managed to steal...
my heart...
if the words stood out ...
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ask me...............i guess
I dare you.
I dare you.
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions,
no more no less.
ask me anything you want and I will answer it.
then, I want you to go to your journal,
copy and paste this
allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything

ALONE ( Read more... )

Ivory Carpet

if blood wasn't red,
would I want to stain
the carpet so badly,
cause myself pain?
ivory white roughness
pallor of skin
reminding me of you,
chafing within.
I lose all sense of hope
I gain much sense of fear
as I wash my pain away
with a silver blade
in crimson tears.
god, make this end
this pain I feel
god, make it stop
does it have to be real?
all my ( Read more... )

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Dam last night I was fucked up I guess you say what you mean when you are drunk!!! any ways I have a hangover realy bad one

ok I'm drunk and I am kinda sad. because the other day my friend amanda said that I could not stay at her house by my self because I might read her jouranl but I tryed to tell her I would not read it she said that you read your sisters I said yah but that was also 4 years ago and I would not do that to her any ways. I probly sound like sad ass cry ( Read more... )