hmmm work was dumb, only because cheryl was bitchy and she kept making me do stupid things, like clean out behind the pop machine with a pair of tongs, and i ended up cutting the fuck out of my arm because it's sharp. then i was all "hmmm this is dumb" and she let me go at quarter to seven, even though i was scheduled till six, and i shocked the ( Read more... )

FINALLY my computer is up and running, which is nice. i felt so...socially retarded the past few days since my communication with the outside world has been nonexistant. except for nikole, who called me twice! you're jealous. anyways...... my work is done on the twenty-eighth, so i cannot complain, plus my shifts haven't been bad at all. actually, ( Read more... )

just the sound of my heart breaking and shattering into a million pieces.

i still recall the taste of your tears. echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. my favourite dreams of you still wash ashore. scraping through my head until i don't want to sleep anymore. come on tell me, make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. make this all go away ( Read more... )

yesterday was bad, although i didn't get much sleep, i still feel better today. i tend to over exaggerate something so small, and it affects me more than ever. hopefully nothing will be remembered and i can just continue from where i left off before it all bothered me. my eyes hurt, damnit. i need to cut my bangs because alas, they are too long. i ( Read more... )

i was starting to think everything was going perfect....well, maybe not perfect, but so close that it hurt....but now i'm starting to think i'm just fooling myself.... lame.

HEY! i trust rileywhore with my life, and she's better than you in everyway, and she's my bestest forever and ever because we're so insanely good-looking. SO TAKE THAT.

am i still cut?

today was good...i made an ugly kid in my history class believe that daniela loved him... i passed a science test i didn't study for...video fest was funny....i saw gay mike on my way into mexicali rosas for cheryl's batchlorette get-together, he's going away to BC for a bit, lame.... bought a crap load of boxer shorts; pineapple ones, banana ones ( Read more... )

okay, so i'm feeling better now...... michael + james + i met up at the mall, so james could return my violent femmes tape. they compared fingernails, and talked about being al and tim from home improvement. then the eleven minutes away cd release party on the 15th of april where they'll be playing.  plus i found out michael doesn't hate me, so ( Read more... )

grrr...i'm in a lot of pain...and i've got a topic to deal with....

i'm sooooo sick of dealing with someone who used to spend soooooo much energy on this boy who didn't want to date her, NOW they are dating, and she is spending sooooooo much energy talking shit about him, and fucking with his mind. it takes a lot for a boy to pour out his heart and ( Read more... )