hmmm my mind's been a complete drift today. i have so many emotions running through my brain. i have given up all hope, i just want everyone to know that.....so now i feel completely lost, and emotionally drained. i just don't know what to do anymore. tomorrow i'm not going to school, my mom thinks i should rest, and i have a dental appointment at ( Read more... )

when your voice echoes through my room, melting through my ear drums, and swallowing itself down my throat, through my insides, into my stomach, past my organs and intestines, down my thighs, over my knees, and into the pit of my feet it feels like pure ecstacy. it soothes my nerves, and sends chills up my spine. you make me feel greater than ( Read more... )

man... buses were cancelled so my mom is letting me stay home. good, except for the fact that daniela sent me our science lab to print off, so i had to spend a bunch of time figuring it all out and finishing it, then rush to get ready for school, only to find out my mother wasn't letting me go. BAH. but she did take me to tim hortins...mmm timbits ( Read more... )

here's to miss rage for being my saviour.

last night was soooo worth $7, and my extreme soberness.  i don't know why, but everytime i tried to swallow a sip of alcohol, it made my stomach turn, and so i couldn't drink comfortably, and alas, ended up sober as hell, but didn't mind. i would hate to be the bands who play after beautiful nothing, because it seemed to me, people were only there ( Read more... )

hmmmm past few days have been alright surprisingly....still dealing with lame-oid friends and whatnot. but i've talked to andrew a lot more, which makes me happy because i like him. fortunately, marc doesn't have menengitis, he just has strep throat, and the futon on the floor he's been sleeping on is ruining his neck! my poor boy. i've been ( Read more... )

half days suck! they confuse the hell out of me, because i'm thinking it's three-something, but it's only noon. how lame. marc called me after school, all paranoid as fuck! his head hurts + he has neck pains, so now he thinks he has menengitis, which means he could die. which is scaring the FUCK out of me. because he means too much to me, to have ( Read more... )

dyed my hair, yep, no more roots, but now i'm starting to think i like the roots, i look to...'put-together' now, oh well. mmmmm last night my work was full of dirty punks in tight pants...uber-uber-tight pants. it was awesome. they were soooo yummy. i spent my shift drooling over them, and got stuck there late, trying to finish up my cleaning. ( Read more... )

mmm last night stompy + i 'robin blacked it up' and shuffled our asses on the train to toronto to see him on muchmusic, then we went to his show at the opera house. it was too much fun, but i regretted it for having to wake up at 9:00 this morning. i'm upset that i didn't bother to bring a camera, and got too hammered to remember most of the songs ( Read more... )

work has gotten even MORE pathetic, i'm already to give my two week notice, i just need to find a new job FAST, because i can't be without money until i pay everything off, and i need to save up for my tattoo. i worked out tonight, now my limbs are hurting, but it's a good hurting. otherwise, my life is uneventful. michael better take my shift ( Read more... )