hm. so. im probably super insecure, and have no idea what's going on in my relationship.

so, today, i had the best day of my life.
this boy reese i like and i hung out, baked cookies for mothers day, watched a movie and idk, we just talked. it was nice. i think this is going to be a really good thing. he makes being in albuquerque so much easier and worth it.

i cant find the courage anymore to write in my journal about anything knowing people are going to read it. :/

sometimes, it's just really good for me to cry ( Read more... )

So..sh, this is a secret ( Read more... )

Well, as soon as I wrote that LJ comment I picked the nearest time I could leave for New Mexico, and I left yesterday at 4:00 a.m on my way to denver then waited an hour and then transfered planes n went to new mexico, i stayed in the hospital with her non-stop..held her hand, and wouldn't let go.. she was in a coma, so ijust sat there and talked ( Read more... )

My grandmother is dieing as I write this..
Not my grandma Donna the one you all know,

the one in New Mexico..this breaks my heart..it really does. I've been crying non-stop and I don't know what to do.

Hopefully I can make it down there this weekend.

This kid drives me to no end..

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Anne Salow=Best person alive.

Hands down