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[my_animosity]

well sweetheart. i'm missin two people, but the three i have are making me content as anything. bad influences? no, i think we just support each other, no matter what. kelsea is def too far away from me, why did i ever tell you about bemidji. bleh. i'm going to make something of myself and i will be with you again, idc how gay that sounded. it's

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Dear, Sweet, Mel Mel

[trentsleeping]

I miss you like a fat kid misses cake. I really do though. I dont know/ cant understand why i ant find yo on campus and tell you everything thats going on in my life the moment it happens. I feel like i could just call down to the girl n the other bed and say the things that are rolling through my mind. Because it should be you. It should be you and i roaming the lake at midnight, not me by myself. I miss you like crazy and i cant wait to see you. Megan and i are planning to come down this Thanksgiving? Dont quote me, but DEF!!!!!! For Christmas.
XOXOOOXOOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Re: Dear, Sweet, Mel Mel

[my_animosity]

i've got three life options right now, move out and live with bailey, the second one is better left unsaid, and the third is moving up to bemidji. i don't really know which one to do. the second one has its perks but i'd be leaving everyone... bailey and i get along pretty nice so i could live with her... or bemidji, with family and you. i really want bemidji. damn me getting involved with people in iowa. now i feel like i have to leave one or the other.
i wish i was living there now, no matter how cold it was, that's what those underground hallways are for. i do miss you lots, and megan, and my whole family. damn . just . damn.

xoxo