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Text me so we can catch up. Its gonna take forever to update this shit.

 So the doctor told me I can go back to normal life ( Read more... )

Miscarriage. =\

But on the bright side..I can start to support myself and finish my dreams.

I figure that I'll start writing my poetry on here...I'm starting to feel the same way I felt a long time ago. before I hid my problems from the world...gave a big fuck you to the world and was me. And damn proud.

I'm pregnant!!!!

 So I'm really not used to being hated ( Read more... )

 SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Losing Nicholas.
2. Failing at life
3. Bugs with more than 8 legs...and moths.
4. Bridges falling on me..(This is BEFORE the week were like every bridge fell.
5. getting really fat 
6. getting pregnant
7. People like carl addison who are crazy. thats why im friends with him



SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. working out
2. ( Read more... )

FUCKING LIVEJOURNAL. I JUST HAD A BIG AS LONG POST AND IT GAVE ME SOME SHIT! UGHGHJWET! update later tonight. FUCK YOU LIVEJOURNAL. i'L FUCKING KILL YOU IM FUCKING HEATHER BONZACK IM CRAZY

Finally did it.
I'm on the Delayed Entry List for the Marines..I go next July..unless I tell them I would like to leave sooner. =]
I think I can safetly say that everyone agrees when I say that this is the good swift kick in the ass I needed.

Also..I'm enjoying Dave England, Ehren, and Raabs faces. they're too cute...and dont forget about Brandon "Bam ( Read more... )

I talked to Keith..and I understand..but I still can't help but feel....well...sad about it ( Read more... )

Uh oh...

I think I just realized that he isn't going to be there forever..
I was resting easy because he was still there and i thought we weren't REALLY going to be over..I kinda figured..if he wanted to be with me..he would figure his shit out..

And this is the time in the journal..where as I'm typing and thinking..I slowly come to realize..we aren ( Read more... )