well i havent updated on here in a little while so here goes
adam doesnt want me
he broke up with me
its better this way i guess
it just hurts because i sacrificed alot for this
and just got as much painas i put it out to myself to get him
dont forget me atom
please

goddammit i knew i should've just slept today or something see what happens to me every time i just try to chill for a while: my mom flips out, i get grounded, then she lays all these stupid rules and shit down and turns into a megafuckinbitch... ( Read more... )

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well today i am back from my dads . i had an interesting weekend. the first night was as usual: my dad made me feel bad for not constantly coming up. plus i found out he has emphazyma and they gave him 10 years. if he doesnt quit smoking. being a stubborn german like his parents, you think hes gonna quit? NOPE. then i got to chill with him and his ( Read more... )

my mom needs to keep her opinions to herself. every boy igo out with "is just like my father" and she always has stupid shit to say. For one : she doesnt know , or does she care to know my atom. Two: yes, shes right 90% of the time , but so fuckin what? For the moment, he isn't like my dad, and i highly HIGHLY doubt it will ever happen. In fact, I ( Read more... )

Janice is a cunt. There. I said it. She told my mom that I didn't have school today. What the fuck. This week has been all fucked up. Today I wouldn't have been able to go to school anyway, i was in so much pain i couldn't walk. But i snuck in a phone call to my bomb and his dad said he was at school. ?! . I think this week is turning out to be one ( Read more... )

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if i fall, will you still love me ?Is it me, or does this emotional plunder come for no apparent reason ( Read more... )

GOD this weekend is going to suck major ass. Why is it that in order to pay for my actions, I must pay double the fee? I definitely got more than i bargained for in staying the night at Dusty's on Saturday. I ended up having no contact with ANYONE for a week, leading me to learn to play the guitar (i guess some good came out of it) and developing ( Read more... )

well today was lame like yesterday. i got more done for my magazine page though. i got this good ass idea and made brushes out of the cd covers, then put them behind each article. tight, right? well i am going to start making icons. WOOHOO. plus i rented the suffering and b0y is that a freaky ass game! HAHA i will beat it though. hopefuly. GAH i ( Read more... )